Awake at night

I wonder if he ever thinks of me,

Or if he just couldn’t wait to leave,

The woman who loved him,

Even while she grieved.

To the red bear, the written cards,

the flower hanging upside down,

I whisper I love you.

Why did you hurt me?

Why did you go?

I let him in,

he saw my demons, my darkness,

he said he loved me,

but who could love that?

I cry untill I sleep,

just to awake in pain.

I type a text and delete,

I replay voice mails,

It doesn’t add up,

why would you want to get to know her,

if you had me?





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