I let the storm come down onto me, head tilted upwards with my eyes closed. Every spec of self-doubt, uncertainty, pain, heartbreak, and emptiness flooded onto the ground carrying away what had been weighing on every trembling bone in my body. For a second, there was a mere glimpse of perspective. A feeling of clarity that was so foreign. I am not sure of who I am, or what I will be. But I know what I must do.